Already Dead

Life coming apart reaching to lies to get back to start
 Blind to the truth I seek my redemption through excessive use
 Try to figure it out but all I'm left with is constant doubt
 Drugged my rational declines reliving my past forever I'm blind
 Down depression my friend, its firm grip is having no end
 Court my life but its cold no warmth is found where there is no soul
 Bait the end of me I've said my fair wells to my enemies
 Choked, the rope hung well, it's time to welcome my coming hell
 It's the beginning of the end and the lords dead to me
 Gods turn their backs to men broken by the earth
 It's the beginning of the end the birth of insanity
 I can tell by the look on your face that I'm already dead