Bouquet of Withered Flowers

You can hear the gravel crunch the ground
 As the rain continues to drip down
 Every leaf we grew and flower we both designed
 And I wish I could control the clouds
 So the rain would never make us drown
 But it's hard sometimes, to let the worst of us die
 So I sit and wonder how you've been
 'Cuz you know I won't let anyone else in
 Hidin' from the sun 'cuz the seeds we planted died
 And I know that you tried
 I'm tired of being sad all the time
 But it's better than taking another line
 Yeah, I'm stuck in the sheets but I'm making peace with myself
 I still wish I was someone else
 Hear the snow drip's soft delay
 When everything just melts away
 Making room for growth and better days
 But night is falling faster undone
 Everything that's learned is withdrawn
 I feel like it's better when I'm gone
 I erased the number from my phone
 My heart once gray, is turning gold
 Now I think it's time the story should be told
 And I think that you know
 I'm tired of being sad all the time
 But it's better than taking another line
 Yeah, I'm stuck in the sheets but I'm making peace with myself
 I still wish I was someone else
 Craving elusive sunlight
 Do I like clouds in my skies?
 Everything feels better when
 Does everything feel better when it's gray?
 Everything is gray
 (Yeah I'm stuck in the sheets but I'm making peace with myself)
 I'm tired of being sad all the time
 But why don't I wanna change my mind
 Change my mind