Holy Basil

Took a knife right to the back for that
 Said "I'm never going back to that bar"
 You wait in line with all your faithless friends
 Does it make you feel ashamed
 To watch them smile while they
 Rub salt in my face?
 You lost control, you lost a friend
 I lost my voice, got drunk again
 You lost control, you lost a friend
 I lost my voice, got drunk again
 And all the while you were counting back in your head
 You cried when you said that I always won
 And you had it so hard, had it so hard, have it so hard now
 Took a knife right to the back for that
 Said, "I'm never gonna leave my house"
 Lay in bed all day and hide my face
 'Cause I feel anxious
 Don't wanna feel like a chump anymore
 You lost control, you lost a friend
 I lost my voice, got drunk again
 You lost control, you lost a friend
 I lost my voice, got drunk again
 And all the while you were counting back in your head
 You cried when you said that I always won
 And you had it so hard, have it so hard, have it so hard now
 Lost my voice, got drunk again
 Lost my voice, got drunk again
 Lost my voice, got drunk again
 Lost my voice, got drunk again
 You lost control, you lost a friend
 I lost my voice, got drunk again
 You lost control, you lost a friend
 I lost my voice, got drunk again
 And all the while you were counting back in your head
 You cried when you said that I always won
 And you had it so hard, had it so hard
 Have it so hard, have it so hard now