I Thought You'd Be Dead By Now

How could it be that we may never know?
 (We fall apart)
 What causes the screams? The source may have a face of its own
 (There's no one else)
 I can't believe how far I've grown from hope
 (Who cares?)
 When you find your way
 The resurrection of what's dead inside
 my bruised and battered mind becomes the only promise
 yet, it seems unstable at best
 (As I speak Right Now)
 All I need right now
 (I watch them die)
 As I reached out for
 your hand not knowing
 you've gone away
 bleeding
 I realize while I lie here
 just what I DIED FOR!
 (On my word)
 How could it be that we may never know?
 (We fall apart)
 What causes the screams? The source may have a face of its own
 (There's no one else)
 I can't believe how far I've grown from hope
 (In the end we'll let it go)
 And when you find your way
 (I know you'll be forgiving then)
 My dear until we see that day
 I volunteer to be the blame
 (It's not too much to ask)
 considering
 (I already am)
 So take it out on me
 (Take it out! Take it out!)
 But sleep tight angel
 the best is yet to come
 Hold tight and don't let go
 Let go
 (Get out, get away)
 (So get yourself out)
 get yourself safe
 (So get yourself out)
 get yourself safe
 I have no place to make demands
 and I know you won't believe
 Believe in me
 and I'm coming home
 and I won't look back
 I've made the best of time
 to move on
 I'm stronger now
 and I'll scream out
 I'll make them listen if it kills me now,
 
 Speak up my dear
 (I wasn't lying when I promised I would die for you)
 as your reaching out for me
 (I never tried to break your heart, it's something I just do!)
 I will remain on my knees
 breathe in for me
 you're breathing for me