Calato

I woke up in the morning choking on the words
 Trying to find out where I've been
 And the emptiness outstretched
 It hurt to breath
 And these words, they cut so deep
 My thoughts roll like thunder
 Too angry to make sense
 And I'm falling fast behind
 I just need somewhere to lay my head
 And clear my mind
 And I need to get back there
 But I fear I've come to far
 And I need to find my way back to that place
 Beyond the stars
 And maybe one more drink to soothe my pain
 And maybe I'll get back there
 But I'm just not ready yet
 My reflection in a mirror
 It's not the girl that I once knew
 And I'm seeing life through hazy eyes
 The naked truth
 And I don't know what changed me
 But there's a stranger back there
 Calling my name
 And I need to get back there
 But I fear I've come to far
 And I need to find my way back to that place
 Beyond the stars
 And maybe one more drink to soothe my pain
 And maybe I'll get back there
 But I'm just not ready yet
 Two sides to every story but one is filled with lies
 Should I believe the words from your mouth
 Or the truth in your eyes
 A gamble either way I trust and gamble I shall not
 Oh give it a rest
 Cause it's for the best
 It's for the best
 Yeah it's for the best
 But it's so sad