Good and Ready

I'm gonna bury my thoughts down in a hole
 'til they can no longer breathe
 choke the life right out of them,
 make them see
 what they do to me
 they'll be begging for mercy
 I'm gonna bury my heart down in a hole
 'til it can no longer beat
 smother the life right out of it, make it feel
 what it does to me
 it'll be crying for clemency
 and I'll consider requests
 for forgiveness
 but only on my time
 and when I'm good and ready
 I'm gonna hide away your voice inside my head
 deep in the darkest part
 I've made a special place for it
 Where it can't tear me apart
 Where I can't hear it plead for a new start
 and I'll consider requests
 for forgiveness
 but only on my time
 and when I'm good and ready
 once I was afraid
 to put these things in their right place
 but I've made my choice
 and I don't need thoughts, don't need a heart
 and I can do without your voice
 and I'll consider requests
 for forgiveness
 but only on my time
 and when I'm good and ready