This Is Now an Exit

You caused me misery
 if inadvertently
 Ignorance is no excuse
 Your actions out do words
 Don't think they went unheard
 I tuned in for over 20 years
 And now the tensions mounting
 And now the tensions mounting
 I feel the dam about to burts
 And now the tensiosn mounting
 Don't watch me while I'm counting
 I feel the dam about to burst
 As I do a reci (I think that)
 This is now an exit (An exit)
 Situation circumspect (I think that)
 This is now an exit
 For this to be catharic requires, a willing partner
 You've never been one much before
 I sit with no solution
 Gone mad, no resolution, feel all my options drying out
 And now my temper's rising
 And now my temper's rising
 I feel the dam about to burst
 And now the tensions mounting
 And now the tensions mounting
 I feel the dam about to burst