Even I

I don't wanna notice
 I don't wanna see
 Even I don't give up
 Even I won't give up
 You're breaking the surface
 So what's left of me?
 Tell me when is enough
 Tell me I should give up
 It's not the way you move
 It's your words
 Though they soothe
 They're not telling the truth
 Didn't I know you?
 Didn't I try to carry on
 While just believing in you?
 Didn't I give up everything?
 Tell me now if there's
 A reason for anything
 My heart it was open
 You stepped through the door
 It is tearing me up
 Giving in, giving up
 Left here always hoping
 One day there'd be more
 Even I don't give up
 But tell me when is enough
 I see the strings you pull
 I'm not blind
 And I'm not fooled
 Well, you know it's true
 Didn't I know you?
 Didn't I try to carry on
 While just believing in you?
 Didn't I give up everything?
 Tell me now if there's
 A reason for anything
 And here we are one glance away
 I wanted you, you couldn't stay
 Every part of me
 Still reaching out, reaching in
 And will I be here till the day
 You've found another
 To back away from?
 I won't make the same mistake again, no
 Didn't I know you?
 Didn't I try to carry on
 While just believing in you?
 Didn't I give up everything?
 Tell me now if there's
 A reason for anything
 Didn't I know you?
 Didn't I try to carry on
 While just believing in you?
 Didn't I give up everything?
 Tell me now if there's
 A reason for anything
 'Cause even I don't give up
 Even I don't give up
 Even I don't give up
 Even I don't give up
 I don't wanna notice
 I don't wanna see
 Even I don't give up
 Even I won't give up