I Must Not Live

My wretched flesh stings just adding to my pain
 I must not live, I am a curse. What have I done?
 She was the only one, my life now meaningless. Merely wasting flesh
 I hate myself.
 Her Flesh Since Rotten Away
 I hate you jesus I blame you
 You fucking bastard you stole her
 You made me worthless to myself
 The only answer... my revenge
 It suddenly is so clear
 Sobbing through a smile...
 When you've lost everything there is nothing more to lose, now my Revelation
 unfolds before me
 Back to School but with intent to spill the blood of christs' sheep
 on my flesh
 Christ, they will pay for your sins
 Everyone guilty in my eyes
 My blade warm in my moist hand
 Who will be the first?
 Quickly venturing into the bathroom, class is in session
 I find a young girl in a stall, I am in love again
 I want to take as many as I can
 This little whore gutted on the toilet
 My dick stiffens staring at her vagina
 Warm wet pool spreads across the tile
 This is not a replacement
 Like a spider web no escape
 This girls come in but never leave
 I start to lose count of my victims
 Blood to my ankles vindicates
 They are on to me
 I pierce my wrist
 This part is easy...
 Blood pours form my arm, I cannot let them take me
 I give myself to satan, I will not let jesus have me