Fear in Non Fiction

We'll pack up the
 Wish (Check)
 Lash (Check)
 Not much else
 Recite the prayers from the pages lost
 In the thoughts
 Searching
 Everyone (Everyone)
 Has lost their minds
 Air (Check)
 Rain (Check)
 I've checked out
 This part where I say "We'll figure it out"
 How the universe had to plagiarize
 My draft on "This world..."
 Now realized
 Everyone (Everyone)
 Has lost their minds
 Survive
 If we lose interest
 We have lost
 Survive
 If we lose interest
 My life was your decision
 Made by the ICU
 Led to this destination
 Where I decide on you
 The fear is losing fiction
 In a coma of our choice
 Take to the moral compass
 In the vortex of every voice
 Survive
 If we lose interest
 We have lost
 Survive
 If we lose interest
 We're sick with conversation
 My heart: the ICU
 This time, the eyes are open
 This time, I can't see through
 The fear is losing fiction
 In a coma of our choice
 Check engine expedition
 I'll see you when this is all done
 We're mourning over
 This need to know where
 All these pieces lost their placement
 Find me if you feel like your place is taken
 Weigh down on me like you've crowned
 And it's hard to tell
 In the end... will we love ourselves?
 And was it all worth it?
 Who's the doctor here?
 Who has my interest?
 Go home
 Pictured it just like this
 Just as I imagined
 Love
 Love
 Losing you was the end of me