Quitting Infinity

...And for my own sake
 I had to cut the smile from my own face: f r e e
 Goodbye is a new hello
 To all the shit you refuse to know
 Every day there's a lesson
 But nobody listens until they're forced to let go
 So when does life begin again?
 Penny dropped and spent back into the debt
 Dissolved in the nature that breaks down the being
 (The sun that you soak in feels like a burn to me)
 It's all old data in a dead machine
 I will not deny what I cannot delete
 Please. re. write. me
 In this pool of time and blood
 We occupy the deep till our feet hit the ground
 These tears have cured the cancer of never knowing how to feel or be
 Death is the answer to knowing we are temporary
 I quit infinity
 For as long as I stay awake
 I will not fear what the future brings:
 What's now is mine to take