low down

I think I messed with the wrong demons inside my head
 'Cause it just seems all they wanna get is revenge
 Our people'll be the death of me, they should be my therapy
 My mother told me life would be fun
 I'm in the deep end, it's dark, and it's scary in here
 Treading water is hard when you're chained to the pier
 There's my mother, she loves me, it feels how I fear
 I promise you onе day this'll disappear
 This will all disappear
 I've been on a low down, low-kеy for a while now
 Read between the lines, you might see me in the background
 Hold out my hand for you
 I've been on a low, low, low-low, low
 I've been on a low, low, low-low, low
 Give me a substance designed to enlighten my mind
 Consequences are fine as long as I'm high
 With the needle, it feeds me, I get what I want
 Stumbled on the place I belong
 That's just the moment in time, but the feeling will end
 I'm a train wreck, my friends say I'm a beautiful mess
 But they lie all the time, and they swear they know best
 They don't feel the weight of the world on their chest
 I've been on a low down, low-key for a while now
 Read between the lines you might see me in the background
 Hold out my hand for you
 I've been on a low, low, low-low, low
 I've been on a low, low, low-low, low
 Hold out my hand (hold it out, ho-ho-hold it out)
 Hold out my hand (hold it out, it out, it out, it out-out-out)
 I've been on a low, low, low-low, low
 I've been on a low, low, low-low, low (hold it out, ho-ho-hold it out)