Deafening, Dissonant

Diseased and desolate
 I feel fractured beyond the bone
 Shattered and abandoned
 I'm forced to find my way alone
 I just want it to be the same as it was before
 Want it to be the same as it was before
 I feel like a deafening, dissonant sound
 (A melody of pre-existing chaos that plagues us)
 Patience, I hope someday this will all make sense
 I'm wishing and waiting
 (I just want it to be the same) As it was before
 Want it to be the same (the same)
 Want it to be the same as it was before
 Want it to be the same as it was before
 I've lost a piece of myself
 One I never thought I'd lose
 (I guess today I'll learn!)
 I just want it to be the same as it was before
 Want it to be the same (the same)
 Want it to be the same as it was before
 Want it to be the same as it was before