What I Deserve

I'm out in the cold
 Calling your name
 My breath freezes,
 and everything that remains
 I cut myself down
 Barring my song
 I just want to get out
 Because that's what I've been told
 The words got a hold on me
 and they won't let me go
 I tried to escape,
 But the blood on the leaves reminds me
 That you've cut me on my best
 and I hope that it was worth it
 I give to you the knife cause I, I can't take that away from you
 This is what I deserve, this is what I deserve
 This is what I deserve, this is what I deserve
 After the sun sets,
 and the fog in my eyes forgets
 I run back to you
 Waiting for the next eclipse
 Your mind is a rose
 Hugging the wind
 Your grace held me down my feet
 Touched the ground
 I feel secured
 And what you kissed
 You left the thorn inside
 and it reminds me
 You've cut me on my best
 and I hope that it was worth it
 I'd pick you again, love the same rose
 I wish I could get away from you.
 This is what I deserve, this is what I deserve
 This is what I deserve, this is what I deserve