Grinning

Am I becoming all I swore that I would never be?
 I caught a glimpse of every demon that's inside of me
 Is there a pill maybe I could take, so I wouldn't have to lie awake?
 I wish you'd warned me that you shed your skin, just like a snake
 You make me want to rip my eyes out of my head
 I swear, I'm grinning at the thought of it
 And I'd rather lose my sight
 Than see your filthy eyes
 As they steal all the light from mine
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 I may be bitter, but I'm no fucking quitter
 Somehow, I always knew you'd be the first to drop the ball
 And I'm no pessimist, but I predicted this
 Sociopathic tendencies are pretty hard to miss
 You make me want to rip my eyes out of my head
 I swear, I'm grinning at the thought of it
 And I'd rather lose my sight
 Than see your filthy eyes
 As they steal all the light from mine
 It's so frustrating, my heart is aching
 You always said that you'd be there, but kept me waiting
 I'm so frustrated, so disappointed
 You always kept me waiting
 And now I'm done
 Now I'm done
 You make me want to rip my eyes out of my head
 I swear, I'm grinning at the thought of it
 And I'd rather lose my sight
 Than see your filthy eyes
 As they steal all the light from mine
 
 Light from mine
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 It's so frustrating, my heart is aching
 You always said that you'd be there, but kept me waiting