Hold Me Down

I see the dark
 But there's something in the way
 And I can't get out
 I'm in a room
 But I don't know how I got here
 Or what I'm allowed
 So come inside
 Pick a fight
 Ruffle my feather
 I'll be waiting here
 Patiently
 Wondering whether
 Hope is a lie
 Hold me down till I can't understand who I am
 Pull me out of this home
 Pull me down till your body spills into my soul
 The sun goes out
 And I need it like I need
 A hole in my head
 My voices shout
 But I can't remember
 Or sing a word that I said
 So count me in
 Take me on
 Kill all my memory
 I can't believe
 Can't go on
 Never be care-free
 If hope is a lie
 Hold me down till I can't understand who I am
 Pull me out of this home
 Pull me down till your body spills into my soul
 Then leave me be
 Alone to dream
 Is calming me