Burn the Foundation

I try to look at myself
 But I can't stand the sight
 All of this guilt that I feel
 All of this torture inside
 I'm overwhelmed by this feeling of shame
 No matter what I do the outcome is always the same
 I'm never gonna find a way to let
 Go of everything I've done but I try
 To live another day just pretending that I'm fine
 I spent too many nights alone thinking
 About every single mistake that I've made
 You should stay away from me
 I'm filled with so much regret
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 I don't deserve any redemption
 I've already had too many chances
 You'd think I would have learned my lesson
 But I always find a way to burn down the foundation
 I did this to myself
 Soon I'll be six feet in the ground
 You should know I dug this grave all on my own
 I'm overwhelmed by this feeling of shame
 No matter what I do the outcome is always the same
 I'm never gonna find a way to let
 Go of everything I've done but I try
 To live another day just pretending that I'm fine
 I spent too many nights alone thinking
 About every single mistake that I've made
 You should stay away from me
 My guilt has control
 My guilt has control of me
 Will I ever find
 Find a way to forgive myself? (forgive myself)
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 I have fallen so far away from where I used to be
 What will it take for me to see the fault in my ways?
 I'm tired of sulking in my shame
 Get me out of this cycle
 I swear it never ends
 It never ends
 I need something to fight for
 But there is nothing left
 There's nothing left
 I'm never gonna find a way to let
 Go of everything I've done but I try
 To live another day just pretending that I'm fine
 I spent too many nights alone thinking
 About every single mistake that I've made
 You should stay away from me