State of Putrefaction

Body in a state of putrefaction
 I don't know what's taking over control of my mind
 Scars and bruises covering my torso
 Brain is feeling mushy, I can't hold a single thought
 Body in a state of putrefaction
 It is like I am dead but still alive
 Deep inside me I can feel it taking over
 Growing stronger by the minute
 I'm gradually falling into pieces
 Big festering wounds are starting to appear all over me
 Obscure, defect
 My dried out skin starting to crack up
 Exposing my flesh, grotesque pain
 End this life...
 I must kill myself
 I can't stand to rot away
 This time I will succeed
 Succeed to end this painful nightmare
 Leave this rotted body behind
 My wish for death has grown so strong now
 There's only one thing on my mind
 Before my eyes I see it pictured
 Crystal clear, the way to die
 With a firm grip around the rifle
 I am starting my journey towards the tunnel of light
 Putting the barrel straight into my mouth
 One swift pull and my brain comes flying out
 Bodily deterioration
 In the mind obliteration
 Determined to relieve myself
 From this sick abnormal situation