ADDICTED TO MISERY

I have tried all I can try
 To let them in my mind
 But I can't seem to trust
 Day by day I just survive
 Felt like I been pushed aside
 How the fuck am I alive?
 Pay them just to talk my shit
 Shit is all they label it
 But I can't seem to trust
 They numb my brain
 With all the pills
 I use cheap thrills so I can feel
 How the fuck am I still alive?
 Is it a choice or a vicious disease?
 Or am I just addicted to misery?
 With everything I just want to believe
 That I am just addicted to misery
 Addicted to misery
 Addicted to misery
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 Every day is a fucking mistake
 I am sick of my own shit
 Addicted to misery
 Every day is exactly the same
 I am sick of my own shit
 I am sick of my own shit
 I am sick of my own shit
 Fuck!
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 All I got is both these hands
 To hang my head in
 As a broken man
 If you have it all
 Don't give it to me
 I'll burn it all down
 I'm addicted to misery
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 Addicted to misery