The Cure

Feel it deep beneath my skin
 Like the walls in the end are closing in
 Infecting the deadly wounds I kept buried within (buried within)
 It's like a plague, I can't evade
 Every day it's eating at me
 I can barely see, can barely breathe
 I don't wanna try to fake it
 But I don't think I'm gonna make it
 Every time I try, I cave in
 Looking to the sky, begging for my life
 Nothing ever seems to save me
 I've been searching for the answer in me
 I've been letting go of all I believed
 Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest
 Will I ever find the cure for my disease?
 So is the sickness in my head?
 Am I better off dead?
 Will they miss me when I've left?
 Will they celebrate instead?
 Should let you be the one to bleed me dry
 'Cause you're my dirty needle, you're my favorite parasite
 I'm insane, looking for the antidote
 You invade, but it's pointless to diagnose
 'Cause lately, prescriptions are plateau
 I'm losing the battle, I'm numb to pain
 I've been searching for the answer in me
 I've been letting go of all I believed
 Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest
 Will I ever find the cure for my disease?
 I wanna fall asleep
 Pretend it's all a dream
 (I don't wanna wake up)
 I don't wanna wake up
 I've been searching for the answer in me
 I've been letting go of all I believed
 Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest
 Will I ever find the cure for my disease?
 I'm searching for the answer in me
 I'm letting go of all I believed
 Guess I should've seen it coming, but now I'm at my lowest
 Will I ever find the cure for my disease?