Otterpops in the Icebox

I just watched the news for fifteen minutes and goddamn am I depressed
 and I keep fighting who we are, we've been, we've become
 I can't take it
 a sinatra song, and I'm bleeding nostalgia again
 and my role says I should sit up and take it
 but something tells me i should do my best to fight it
 oh fuck.
 and i just spent an hour on the 55
 cause shelby fucking jacobson was on my mind
 try to convince her I'm a simple and happy guy
 but i just came off as the nervous and neurotic type
 somethings wrong my dear, when I don't know if I'll stand here in one year
 and i keep having all these thoughts of nihilism and how truth is only relevant, now i can barely brush my fucking teeth
 and I'm from southern california where we say words like gay
 and i don't mean to offend its just the way i was raised.
 because i'm always being hunted, taking stabs for who i am
 and i would say i don't care but I'm losing my friends
 and being force fed what to believe in like politics and horoscopes and cliche definitions of succes
 They're telling me my times up, a big choice
 the four year old in side of me just wants to go out and play
 and through all this bullshit i just wish that someone would say
 Come a little closer we've got otterpops in the icebox, we've got milk and cookies by the tv to make you feel alright.