Fall Of My Empire

They say I'm broken and damn
 What I heard are just vicious lies
 Back off with your religious bullshit
 I can deal with the fact that I'm dying
 Wake up every goddamn night
 Shaking bad, overwhelmed by the picture of past
 Not a face by my side but a spoon and a bag
 Pull me back in that place where there's nothing but black
 Nothing to forget
 Escape the pain
 Alive one more day
 Waiting for life
 No nightmares, no more lies
 Burning desire
 Makes everything go fine
 Beautiful fire
 The fall of my empire
 I'm staring at the needle waiting there, up in my face
 I'm thinking I can wait but then I take it anyway
 So I suck a drip of blood and push it slowly into my vein
 Now my pain feels ok, it's ok to feel no pain
 I'm laying down, the gravity is sucking my whole self
 Collapsing in slow-motion, I don't care where I will land
 I'm alone in this land, just some ghost from my past
 They're sitting on my chest, stealing my own breath
 Stealing my own breath
 Escape the pain
 Alive one more day
 Waiting for life
 No nightmares, no more lies
 Burning desire
 Makes everything go fine
 Beautiful fire
 The fall of my empire
 It's like it
 Stops, everything, in my head, in my damn life
 Feel, something else, in my chest, like I'm not dead
 And then I'm back, back again, in my own grave
 Shoot me bitch. shoot me there, I can't stay here
 I can't stay here
 Escape the pain
 Alive one more day
 Waiting for life
 No nightmares, no more lies
 Burning desire
 Makes everything go fine
 Beautiful fire
 The fall of my empire