Mind Is Ugly

Everything's my fault
 Everything at all
 Tonight I'm giving up
 Tonight I'm losing control
 I want to start a fight
 With someone close to me
 Burn down every bridge
 And get lost in the regret
 I never wanted you to know
 I never wanted you to see me this way
 I'm not the man you think I am
 And when I think, My Mind is Ugly
 My time is running out
 My youths depleting
 With every smoke I smoke
 And Every drink I drink
 I could try to sound tough
 I could try to sound wise
 But words don't mean a thing
 When you're not listening
 I never wanted you to know
 I never wanted you to see me this way
 I'm not the man you think I am
 And when I think, My Mind is Ugly
 I never wanted you to know me.
 My Mind is Ugly. My Mind is Ugly. My Mind is Ugly.