Sick Of My Shadow

I want to go for a long walk
 I might need some company
 Someone I can relate to
 Someone other than me
 I'm tired of these conversations
 I keep on having in my head
 But it's a long way home once you've made your bed
 I'm sick of my shadow
 Want to shed my skin
 Sick of my shadow
 What a shape I'm in
 Sick of myself, and everything I do
 I'm sick of my shadow since I lost you
 Oh yeah so I got some problems
 What else is new?
 I spend too much time in my black and white world
 Trying to paint it blue
 But we can't all be like you, dear
 Whit your million dollar smile
 Some of us don't bounce back
 We stay down for a while
 I'm sick of my shadow
 Want to shed my skin
 Sick of my shadow
 What a shape I'm in
 Sick of myself, and everything I do
 I'm sick of my shadow since I lost you
 All I need is that one shot
 One big lucky break
 I can finally wipe the slate clean
 Pay for all my mistakes
 Just let me roll 'em hot tonight Jesus
 I swear I'll walk away
 Lose this chip on my shoulder
 Keep my demons at bay
 I'm sick of my shadow
 Want to shed my skin
 Sick of my shadow
 What a shape I'm in
 Sick of myself, and everything I do
 I'm sick of my shadow since I lost you