This World Is Alien 2 Me

Everything I loved let it get away
 Bottled up gotta let it free
 Pieces of my past in my hand
 Keep it all together I don't know if I can
 If you wanna leave wouldn't hold you
 They wouldn't believe it if I told them
 It's hard to breathe when you're lonesome
 Why they only there when they want some
 I'm a soldier I can see the vultures
 Getting closer to the end
 I don't need a friend
 I don't play to win
 I don't wanna drown now
 I just wanna swim
 Ima let it marinate while I try to elevate
 Looking for the better things
 I just wanna celebrate
 How I do it effortless
 Product of my father
 Something like some medicine, I don't even bother
 I don't even look, read them like a book
 I can feel the friction, I can see they shook
 Something like the blind, they don't see the signs
 You say that you different, I can tell you lying
 Trying to hold it down with the world on my shoulders
 I just wanna live, buy a crib, never owe none
 I don't wanna stress, tried to forget
 I know I can't do it on my own, need a rest
 Dear God