Schoolmaker

Part of me wants to go back through time
 To those years, they were yours and mine only
 Man there was nobody
 Part of me wants to get on with it
 I've seen days like these before
 And there so long
 I don't want them anymore
 I'm leaving them off
 Whining maybe,
 Love you definitely
 I'm sorry.
 I don't know why I get like this so often
 I'm killing myself
 I'm killing us both
 I can't afford not to take these risks
 The well is running dry
 Nothing can buy back the time
 Waste no more tonight
 Lay down here by my side
 Pick up your horn
 Blow out your lungs
 Let the truth be heard,
 And I won't worry anymore
 About everything that I
 Could never control anyway
 Let it go, it's a weight that
 I've wasted my life on
 Some things have to be left behind
 And when you found me it was just in time
 I knew these things couldn't go on much longer
 I remember when we were such sweet kids
 And I was the type I always
 Tried really hard... too hard
 And you always knew it
 I feel my arms breaking,
 I can't carry everything
 I never wanted to let you down
 Maybe I'll wake up someday
 And know that's never
 What you wanted anyway,
 And I'll learn to let go