Me vs Myself

Now it's me against myself
 In the biggest fight of our lives
 So many roads we have been down
 I'm so terrified of getting this right
 And it's you
 Who I run back to
 But it's you
 Who I won't let through
 Right now it's me against myself
 To prevail or to die
 Coming up just to fall short
 I'll come out a survivor
 Swimming out to the deep end
 Using up all my options
 Something isn't right
 I see it in my eyes
 Repeat and start again
 When I look in the mirror
 There's a skeleton staring at me
 Rising up from a graveyard
 With the secrets I buried so deep
 And it's you
 Who I run back to
 And it's you
 Who I won't let through
 Right now it's me against myself
 Is it real or a lie
 I do it to myself,
 I do it to myself
 Coming up just to fall short
 I'll come out a survivor
 Swimming out to the deep end
 Using up all my options
 Coming up just to fall short
 I'll come out a survivor
 Swimming out to the deep end
 Using up all my options
 Something's not right
 She sees it in my eyes
 Repeat and start again
 I do it to myself,
 I do it to myself,
 I do it to myself
 Coming up just to fall short
 I'll come out a survivor
 Swimming out to the deep end
 Using up all my options
 So call me out, call me out
 Time's running out, running out
 So call me out, call me out
 Something isn't right
 I see it in my eyes
 Repeat and start again