I'm Feelin Alive

I'm over feeling like the best part's over
 Like everything is just so pointless until the end
 I think I've earned it from the weight I've shouldered
 I'm sick of waiting. And I've been waiting a long time
 I'm feelin alive
 I don't wanna die
 I'm seeing it all for the first time
 But how do I keep these feelings awake
 And the other ones asleep?
 I don't know
 It's always scratching at the back of my head
 I can admit that I've been way too
 Cruel at the wrong times
 It's coming alive
 What if I die?
 I swear to god that I ain't high
 But how do I get these feelings away
 And the other ones to stay?
 I'm feelin alive
 I don't wanna die
 I'm seeing it all for the first time
 But how do I keep these feelings awake
 And the other ones asleep?