Chamomile

A wakeful night spent on these sheets
 I am dragged by your reflection
 Please let me sleep
 I miss the days you said you love me
 I damned the day I trusted you
 I hate myself more than I love you
 I hate myself 'cause I trusted you
 I cried blood 'cause you let go
 I prayed (to) god for your return
 I was left alone
 You found your peace in my decay
 All I ask now is you to forgive
 And I became something I never wanted to be
 To make you stay
 My ruin became your blessing
 When I lost myself
 And when you found love, I found death
 How can I overcome it if every time I fall asleep I dream of you
 I cried blood
 I prayed (to) god
 But it was never enough
 I hear your cries in my head consuming me
 I just wanted to make you happy
 I hear your steps in my room, your gentle touch on my skin
 But my bed's still bare
 My ruin became your blessing
 When I lost myself
 And when you found love, I found death
 Tell me you'll stay and choke this pain
 (Now tear my heart one more time and watch me die)