Everchanger

This is for those who remember me
 In the truth and lies we carved in the sand
 A perfect in-between
 For everyone that watched me shed my skin
 Fleeting moments cutting deep
 Lost in the forest of memories
 They reshape what's left of me
 I pretended to evade the hurricane
 Swimming against the current
 Just to meet the fiercest winds ahead
 Renounced to my own self
 Yet I am still afraid for what's coming next
 Afraid for what's coming next
 Rejected an undeserving joy
 For a selfish illusion
 Make it last
 Desynchronised with the pulse of bygone lives
 Abandoned far behind
 I yell to myself
 Why staying on a place like this?
 Why do I feel lost again?
 No embers left to illuminate my way
 Broken compass, spinning away
 Without a trace of what I once became
 Delusions of grandeur
 Of a self-inflicted castaway
 Renounced to my own self
 Yet I am still afraid for what's coming next
 Just know I'll be the one to blame
 I'll never be the same again
 I am the Everchanger
 Just know I'll be the one to blame
 I am the Everchanger
 I am the only one to blame
 I am the Everchanger