Fleur

I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly
 Could never get too close when my hopes happy
 My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets
 The fuck you look like pitying me
 I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be
 Every friend I ever had fucked me over and yeah I mean every friend you drop a name I'll give you the stats bitch
 I find myself in this place common I'm kinda amazed jotting about better days I'm never found to engage with
 That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night
 I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let 'em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before
 That's why I start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing I just throw it to the floor
 It keep ringing
 Living in the past I forever been
 Steady looking back at whatever is and
 Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
 Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
 Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
 Fall in love
 You gambling with your sanity
 My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it
 See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me
 When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently
 Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended
 Got dmed and started talking to someone who I was friends with
 Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect
 When you be ghosting seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with
 So fuck it I'm doing me
 And soon it was you and me
 I told you how I was feeling you had somebody you been with
 Who isn't what I expected regardless of his intentions
 It's fucking dumb I accept it
 You strung me along and left me with this
 False hope
 A smaller but strong rope and I broke it
 Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions
 So what the fuck is the point
 If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me
 Living in the past I forever been
 Steady looking back at whatever is and
 Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
 Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
 Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out
 Living in the past I forever been
 Steady looking back at whatever is and
 Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now
 Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through
 Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out