The Way It Goes

A harsh winter got me living life in poverty
 'Cause jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty
 But watch summer come around
 I hope that all of my problems get solved
 Now it came around and shit is all the same
 My thoughts written could begin to take it all away
 I march deep into the heart of nature calling me
 It's part of me, and people on this rock we be
 I'm gettin' tired of this anxiety that's haunting me
 It's just the way that it goes
 Sometimes I lose my control
 I'm puttin' holes in the wall
 Don't wanna get y'all involved
 It's best you leave me alone
 Don't like this feelin' at all
 Who can I trust? I don't know
 That's why I keep on my own
 It's just the way that it goes
 Some days when I wake up, I get a sense of bliss that escapes me
 When the things I run away from reappear
 Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day
 It's my life, homie, I could go and waste it away
 I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to
 Thinking that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live
 'Cause I can't seem to fit, and the days seem to end really quick
 I'm fucking done, I can't take this again
 It's just the way that it goes
 Sometimes I lose my control
 I'm puttin' holes in the wall
 Don't wanna get y'all involved
 It's best you leave me alone
 Don't like this feelin' at all
 Who can I trust? I don't know
 That's why I keep on my own
 It's just the way that it goes
 Sometimes I lose my control
 I'm puttin' holes in the wall
 Don't wanna get y'all involved
 It's best you leave me alone
 Don't like this feelin' at all
 Who can I trust? I don't know
 That's why I keep on my own
 It's just the way that it goes