Kevin's Cancer

There are no indisputable histories of Christmas
 Playing possum in a PO box
 With the key I'll receive in good time
 Or vague, indefinite afterlife scenarios
 On loop laying true
 Unnoticed, deep in the rustiest back silos of my mind
 No I know with no uncertainty
 That I'm uncertain and I don't know
 I know with no uncertainty
 Kevin's cancer said
 You say I should pray that Yud-Hey-Vav-Hey
 Would stay above me
 But for all this chaos and dread
 I need not one cloth on my head
 To hold it all in with
 And so I go without a care
 Head bare and somehow I'm still here
 Lay your mother's dread in her grave
 Savor the gift and behave in its midst
 Oh I know with no uncertainty
 That I'm uncertain and I don't know
 I know with no uncertainty
 Kevin's cancer said