Obsessed

This late in the day, throw caution aside
 Who cares what I say?
 Not shocked or ashamed, concerned still am I
 I crave what I crave
 Love up to my knees and then overhead
 Just praise when you speak
 Though privileged I fight, though passive it seems
 Desire to please, insatiable someone
 And the chance to get to make out
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 Is this a sign that I'm obsessed?
 An obvious yes
 Past spells I cast have paid out
 I truly need attention bad
 I'm just too shy to ask
 Remembering when I came to believe in passion again
 A name that's in jest though seriously
 My love is expressed, I'm serious baby
 My life is a LARP now
 Though really inside you
 I'm really this person
 You turned me inside out
 Don't ask me about him
 You know more than I do
 It's best to keep silent
 'Bout what he had gone through
 You see, blood runs cold in the comfort of the backroom
 Do you actually think I would've made it this far without you?
 I was raised by Polish Catholics
 No one taught me how to sing, obviously
 Dear spotlight, you can go now
 I'm tired of what this life can bring
 And bored of everything
 Bored and back to time, I swear
 This time you're at the center
 One life and a single breath
 It's all so deep, this time together for you
 (Hey, check-check)
 (You hear me)
 (You know...)
 (Been there)
 (Still there)
 (Yeah, don't see me)
 Eyes closed in contradiction
 Life's passion, life is pain
 It's one in the same
 This past one's been a bad one
 I question how we'll carry on
 My will has not been strong, at least not since our last time
 Is this a sign that I'm obsessed?
 An obvious yes
 Past spells I cast have paid out
 I truly need attention bad
 I'm just too shy to ask