Hellbound

What if I can't escape all this pain
 I feel I'll never learn to be free
 While I fear that I'm going insane
 I am losing my right to be me
 I'm starting to learn from my wounds
 It hurts but I'll love them one day
 The only way I can see through
 Is to stop myself slipping away
 I wish I could
 Oh, it's a miracle
 I was able to make it this far
 I wish I could let it go
 And I can't but believe that I'd run
 I wish I could
 I wish and I would
 But I can't
 I struggle to see my own light
 A little more time to be lived
 I'm trying hard not to give in
 To find a way I can forgive
 Myself for the wrong that I've done
 For all the dark I have become
 Oh, it's a miracle
 I was able to make it this far
 I wish I could let it go
 And I can't but believe that I'd run
 I wish I could
 I wish and I would
 But I can't
 Oh, it's a miracle
 I was able to make it this far
 I wish I could let it go
 And I can't but believe that I'd run
 I wish I could
 I wish and I would
 But I can't