...And If I Did, You Deserved It. ("In case I make it," Outtake) - Live at Knitting Factory, Spokane, WA

Uh, here's one that isn't on a record
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 I want a new pair of shades, get paid to wear shoes
 Do what I say, don't say what I do
 When we're alone now
 High up but a lowdown
 You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife
 And that's why I'm still looking in the mirror
 Oh, I wanna be safe from the fame, but be loved from afar
 Get paid to write my name
 Could you airbrush my scars
 Get my good side
 Don't get on my bad side
 You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife
 It's just my luck these motherfuckers talking smack on a guy
 But i'm deserving every word they could begin to apply
 But at least they know now
 That I really don't care what you think, or what you say
 Either that, or I do way too much
 Oh well, whatever, either way
 My heart's empty
 And I'm trying to fill it up
 But it's not big enough for the both of us
 No, it's not big enough for the both of us
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 I want no less than the best
 But the best I can do is be the worst thing first
 And leave the rest up to you
 I'm realistic
 Everyone's a critic
 If I keep beating myself up I'll keep on winning the fight
 And get my ass kicked
 I'm poisonous, not toxic
 I'll admit when I'm wrong
 But only to be right
 And if it fits in the song
 I'll rhyme that with "contrived"
 Don't meet your idols
 Hey, fuck you, I'm your idol
 But the only label that'll sign is in the DSM-5
 'Cause my flaws are sorta on the pathological side
 Don't call me eccentric, call me mentally sick
 'Cause I ain't sold enough tickets yet to be rich
 And that's the only difference
 And I really don't care what you think, or what you say
 Either that, or I do way too much
 Oh well, whatever, either way
 My heart's empty
 And I'm trying to fill it up
 But it's not big enough for the both of us
 No, it's not big enough for the both of us
 And If looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror
 Yeah, if looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror
 Yeah, if looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror
 Even more than I already would
 'Cause man, I'm lookin' good!
 And I really don't care what you think, or what you say
 I'm a cancer, I'm malignant, yeah you ought to stay away
 My heart's fucking empty
 And I'm trying to fill it up
 But it's not big enough for the both of us
 And I really don't care what you think, or what you say
 I'm a cancer, I'm malignant, yeah you ought to stay away
 My heart's fucking empty
 And I'm trying to fill it up
 But it's not big enough for the both of us
 No, it's not big enough for the both of us
 No, it's not big enough for the both of us