Persona

I feel nothing for your apologies
 Break down open doors such a foolish thing
 Holding myself back, keep from losing what I lack
 Keep my heart in the abstract, keep having panic attacks
 The medicine got me coping for your hope when I'm alone
 Let us in, I won't bother making this my only home, I will find the light of life
 I tried to let you in but it was counterfeit
 A false pretense is telling me I can't commit
 I keep putting myself last, I'm sick of it
 But I'm a piece of puzzle, and I don't know where I fit
 But I'm a piece of puzzle, and I don't know where I fit
 Some how I crawl even when I know I'm falling
 Watching from the outside, I know that you're stalling
 Do you even know my name anymore
 Does the mirror know what you've been hoping for
 I tried to let you in but it was counterfeit
 A false pretense is telling me I can't commit
 And I keep putting myself last, I'm sick of it
 I'm a piece of puzzle, and I don't know where I fit
 And I can keep quiet, until I see violet
 I'm ready to begin again, but I'm a piece of a puzzle
 And I don't even know what it is
 We're about to find out how malleable our trust truly is
 The rust on the edge is eroding my coating left from this brittle
 Fragile remnants of a past left to fall apart
 Or start with less erosion, begging for an explosion
 Or something with enough impact for us to not want to go back
 Demanding what the heart can take cause what are you if not true to yourself
 And your mental health begging for another ache
 Or understanding none of this is too deep
 I'm not asking for more than what I deserve just something I can keep
 So I keep me
 Who am I, if I don't know where I fit
 Who am I, if I don't know where I fit
 I tried to let you in but it was counterfeit
 A false pretense is telling me I can't commit
 And I keep putting myself last, I'm sick of it
 I'm a piece of puzzle, and I don't know where I fit
 And I can keep quiet, until I see violet
 I'm ready to begin again, but I'm a piece of a puzzle
 And I don't even know what it is
 I don't even know what it is
 I don't know where I fit