Backstab

Is it still worth living when nothing ever makes you smile?
 Chest filled up with blackened void of sorrow
 Please don't leave, embrace me for a while
 I might already be forgotten by tomorrow
 How could you not see me drown?
 How could you not take my hand?
 When I asked for your help
 I tore my heart out for you and
 This is how you will repay me
 I tore my heart out for you and
 This is how you have betrayed me
 An empty hole in my chest, I feel the cold
 Shivers down my spine, a tingle in my soul
 No one can hear me scream
 I take my last breath, shout out your name
 To realize you were the knife stuck in my back
 This whole fucking time
 You were the knife in my back this whole fucking time
 A knife in the back this whole fucking time
 Betrayal of trust, treachery
 Kokoro wo hikisaita
 Uragiri no tame ni
 I tore my heart out for you and
 This is how you will repay me
 I tore my heart out for you and
 This is how you have betrayed me
 And in the end I always find a reason, a motive
 To end my own life
 I tore my heart out for you and
 This is how you have betrayed me
 Slit my throat and watch me drown
 Watch me drown
 This is how you have betrayed me
 Blood pours down
 Eyes turn white
 This is how I die