Lotus

I saw my body in a crimson field
 Intoxicated by the horror and the glooming lights
 Frozen is the emerald gaze
 My death impending
 I've never felt so much delight
 Never felt so much delight
 I saw my body in a crimson field
 I want you to hurt me, cut me, hold me down and choke me
 Spit blood in my face while you tell me that you love me
 Bind me, beat me, whisper that you need me
 Fill the void inside this empty vessel
 Can you hear the silent whispers in your head?
 I will show you the path to a perfect immortality
 I'll disengage the toxins in your mind
 I'll set you free from all your worries and anxieties
 Don't look back now, don't be afraid now
 Just close your eyes and I'll take your pain away
 Please don't take my pain away
 The only thing that's keeping me sane
 It burns inside me day by day
 Day by day, day by day
 Please don't take my pain away
 The only thing that's keeping me sane
 It burns inside me day by day
 Bury my body in the field of Lotus
 I can feel the substances rushing through my veins
 Eyes are restless, they spin out of control
 My broken thoughts are the only reminiscence I hold
 Of this empty feeling, hollow feeling, that I've sealed inside my broken soul
 I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me
 I guess I'm addicted to watching you bleed
 This is the only thing that makes sense to me
 Now bleed for me
 I want you to hurt me, cut me, hold me down and choke me
 Spit blood in my face while you tell me that you love me
 Bind me, beat me, whisper that you need me
 Fill the void inside this empty vessel
 Please don't take my pain away
 The only thing that's keeping me sane
 It burns inside me day by day
 Day by day, day by day
 Please don't take my pain away
 The only thing that's keeping me sane
 It burns inside me day by day
 Bury my body in the field of Lotus
 Bury my body in the field of Lotus
 Don't take my pain away
 It burns inside me every single day
 Day by day, day by day, day by day
 It never fucking goes away, goes away, goes away
 I can't fucking believe this
 Why do I feel this?
 Is this the only way I want to feel?
 I'm stuck in my fucking head
 Bleeding and I'm sinking into everlasting pleasure and
 Don't take my pain away
 Bury my body in the field of Lotus