Honestly

I've got to be honest with you
 I've never said these words out loud
 I have to make one promise to you
 I'm gonna make you so proud
 I'm not a liar, but I know I've lied
 I wish that I could take it away
 I was just trapped and trying to hide
 Now I don't know what I could say
 You have to believe that this is true
 But I have to believe as much as you
 I tried a million different ways to change
 I can't make this house my home
 I'm not as strong as I try to convey
 I know I can't do this alone
 You have to believe that this is true
 But I have to believe as much as you
 I'm gonna do this right
 I'll stop talking so I can hear
 I'm letting go of my pride
 And now I see it I finally see it clear
 You have to believe that this is true
 But I have to believe as much as you