Salt Lick

Reaching for another sedative, I want to find eternal sleep
 We've grown so far apart, I'm in quiet hell
 As your back rests next to mine
 Daydream of smothering your breaths
 Perfection, persistence
 The experience of new breasts
 Shallow surface value, we passed this long ago
 Shallow surface value, trust and betrayal that is stopping our growth
 Stopping our growth, destroy our home
 Her desperate stare had no soul
 Lust is petrified of the fear of loneliness
 Bleach your skin and start to remove the fat
 Put it back, into your lips, dye your hair and starve yourself
 Covered in graffiti, you might fit in when your tattoos are healing
 Fuck image, fuck your body
 Consuming yourself for yourself, thinking of no one else
 Don't let her decide your death
 Companions for decades all ending in webs
 Poison the camel, queen is my home
 Never another, ripe with resent
 Poison the camel; I'm lost with resent
 Weeks before we explode, I'll reach you yet
 Reaching for a joint, some mescaline
 She's poisoning Winston so Charlotte's my home.
 Blank expression on the floor, waiting for my presence
 She speaks in truth splattered flame, starts wars to be wed
 Marred and intoxicated, the last thing I swallow
 I've wandered off, gotten lost and asked for God
 Often bothered souls are bought in whole
 Often bothered souls are bought in whole by demons
 Rot away, let it spoil
 Shallow surface value
 We've crossed this long ago
 Shallow surface value
 Trust and betrayal that is stopping our growth
 Stopping our growth destroys our home
 Your desperate stare had no soul
 Lust is petrified of the fear of loneliness