Dear Mom

All this time all I needed was proof
 From the ones that I love
 All this time I was seeking the truth
 Without any results
 You never loved me not even once
 I hate you so much
 When it all came to end you left me by the way
 How many reasons do you need
 We still struggle this way
 So far away far away
 How many times do I have to die
 For you to wake up
 Open up your eyes and see I'm starting to break
 I count the seconds the minutes too
 Eyes wide open
 Finally it's all so clear and I see the truth
 There was a reason
 You never loved me not even once
 I hate you so much
 Everyone can be a mom
 But I ain't your son
 How many reasons do you need
 We still struggle this way
 So far away far away
 How many times do I have to die
 For you to wake up
 Open up your eyes and see I'm starting to break
 I'm starting to break
 You never cared about that life you created
 A punishment for a man that you hated
 You never stood for the things that you've done
 The hate that you felt made you reject your son
 You didn't care about the way that he felt
 His whole world starting to melt
 All this time not for once did you care about your son
 It's about you all the time
 Dear mom
 There is no reason left to stay
 We lost it by the way far away far away
 And all this time you watched me die
 But still you're not awake
 I was your son but now I've walked away
 I walked away