Not Worthy

I put you on a pedestal, I don't know why
 I watch you through a telescope with weary eyes
 Blindly, I follow all you say
 Hoping that you'll find yourself loving me someday
 
 Don't leave me behind
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 I'm lost all the time
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 Now you've gone away
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 It hurts every day
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 I'll pretend
 I'm the hero you're dreaming of
 Take my hand
 And we'll dance until I wake up
 I try to speak before you go
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 But now I'm left here on my own again
 Empty the blood from my veins
 I'll never change
 
 The flaws I can't control
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 I can't escape this fate
 Or the monsters that call my name
 Denial takes it's toll
 Fears that I'll never get off my chest
 Lost track of the reasons why I don't feel whole
 Guess I'll never know
 Seems like I'll never clean up my mess
 Feels like they're trying to take apart my soul
 But still I'm dreaming of a place to call home