The Cost

Takumi, why have you been avoiding me so much lately?
 Did I do something wrong?
 Or was it maybe something I said?
 I'm going crazy thinking about it
 You didn't do anything
 Then what's wrong?
 Nothing is wrong
 Something is obviously bothering you
 Suddenly you're Mr. Distant
 Good luck with your buddy in the Mercedes
 Now leave me the hell alone
 I let the ice water flood from out the cabinets
 They was lyin' if they told you I was heaven sent
 You see bloody pages all on my own bucket list
 Now I really miss the days when I was innocent
 Now I crank up my 240 then I let it sit
 Now I smoke a few blunts while I'm lookin' at it
 Yeah, he pulled next to me because he hear the engine
 Mr. Fujiwara told me, let him have it
 I pulled off on the line and he ain't know what happened
 All these niggas still with the whack acting
 See, I'ma tell the truth until my jaws crackin'
 Is that girl a slut, or is she just free and happy?
 I guess it all depends on you, and who do you, is just for you
 All we wanna do is hide the pain we find unbearable
 I'd rather let this seven blade cut me loose
 Then sit onto this earth without my weed gettin' high
 Whoever wanna cut me, let me see you
 You cowards in the shadows shakin' up while I walk through
 I don't wanna talk, no one to talk to
 And I don't wanna talk 'cause I don't need to
 You see Mr. Fujiwara in the dark too
 I see me in my old room, in a gloss suit
 You think a lie can ease the pain, but that's gon' cost you
 'Cause it ain't nothin' here for free except the awful
 Bitch
 No, how did he find out?