Saphris

I lay waste in my grief, agony consumes
 There is no trace, there is no clue
 My heart won't let go in finding you
 What purpose is left for me to find
 When pain has consumed me whole
 A loss of purpose has lead me here
 Have I been here before? Will I see you again?
 The weight of the world has come crashing down
 I feel a burden on my shoulders
 My instincts betray me, the silence takes control
 I fall to my knees and scream (someone help me)
 In a waking coma state, a demented, desolate, haunted wraith
 With rotting mind, distorted sight and memories wrought with pain
 A hollow shell of my old self, a heart that beats from spite
 I am the ghost that death has left abandoned (uncollected)
 Have I been here before? Will I see you again?
 Everything I am, I will always despise
 Every second till the day that I die
 Every wasted breath, every desperate cry
 For reprieve from pain, a self inflicted lie
 Every laboured breath, and overburdened step
 Through the torture hall of unwanted life
 There's nothing left but a hollow shell of my self
 I am the ghost that death has left to rot in living hell
 I'm on my knees praying for death
 Waiting for the answer I'm yet to receive
 I am the ghost that death has left abandoned, uncollected
 Nestled away, my sanity clings to life, I'll never see you again
 My tether breaks, I fall into the void, I'll never see you again
 Every laboured breath, and overburdened step
 Through the torture hall of unwanted life
 I am the ghost that death has left abandoned, uncollected