Call Me a Saint

I was cold, I was lonely
 No one thought to even phone me
 Look at me now, I'm a fighter
 I'm a strong bitch, baby, I'm designer
 I'm tryna shine a light on, light on, light on
 Anybody sitting in the dark and crying
 Fix your make-up or your hair, pull up a seat over here
 Gotta do what you do to get by, yeah
 Back up, back up, we're in trouble again
 Hitman's out and it's on my head
 Back up, back up, I'ma do it my way
 Live to see another day
 So call me a saint, a slave to my brain
 Yeah, I got kicked out, but I can't escape it
 Safe to say I've seen better days
 But I'm not afraid anymore
 I grew up, I'm a big girl
 Stopped giving time to people that make me hurt
 Sometimes when I cry, it makes me better
 My tears are wetter now that I accept 'em
 I'm tryna shine a light on, light on, light on
 Don't hit the flight button, you'll just get a fight on
 Now put your fingers in the air screaming, "Fuck 'em, I don't care"
 Gotta do what you do to get by, yeah
 So call me a saint, a slave to my brain
 Yeah, I got kicked out, but I can't escape it
 Safe to say I've seen better days
 But I'm not afraid anymore
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 I'm not looking to be saved
 Just picked out an early grave to bury shit
 Not me, just the weight that I've been carrying
 You would think you married into savage ways and arrogance, pathetic
 Not me, I'm making my exit outta here
 Out of here
 Out of here
 Out of here
 I'm out
 So call me a saint, a slave to my brain
 Yeah, I got kicked out, but I can't escape it
 Safe to say I've seen better days
 I'm not afraid anymore