A Lesson of Futility

You know... I been meaning to get this off my chest for a while now
 See there was a time where I allowed you to get the best of me
 There was a time where you made me feel less of myself like I wasn't worth anything
 Always accommodating to your benefits tssk...
 But now that I recognize my worth (I don't need you, I don't need you nah)
 I'm over you and yo bullshit
 Ah! I find it funny when you take
 A look at certain things
 Reminiscin about a lesson of futility
 You always made it about you
 It never came to me
 Despite the weight on my shoulders
 You carry selfishly
 Ya never loved me
 You just loved what I could do, who knew
 Ya never saw me
 You just saw what I could prove, it's true
 Wit no direction, second guessin
 What a test, then bet
 I gave ya all of me
 And you just gave me less
 It's over. I'm focused. You know it
 Don't need you. I don't want it
 Ain't lookin. I spoke it. That's honest
 I ain't sorry. Believe it. I'm off ya
 I cut you off. It's needed. I mean it
 You offered. I promise you
 It's over. I'm focused. You know it
 Don't need you. I don't want it
 Ain't lookin. I spoke it. That's honest
 I ain't sorry. Believe it. I'm off ya
 I cut you off. It's needed. I mean it
 You offered. I promise you
 Ah! See it's funny when you take
 A look at certain things
 Resolution about a lesson of futility
 All I did was give
 And you drained all my energy
 It's sad to think that I was nothin of reality
 Ya never felt for me
 You felt for what I had, how sad
 I got myself together
 You stuck in the past, and with that
 You compared me to my worst days
 Worst ways, dark times, no shame
 The audacity of some things
 The audacity of some ways
 And ya let me sulk in my pain
 Only time ya ever really wanted me
 Is when I'm lookin good for yo name
 You know the image of course
 And back and forth, ya let it be known
 Ya only lookin for what I can provide
 Cause deep inside, ya ex ting
 Had to screw things, and ya feel like
 You entitled to it all, a lie
 Who? How is that true?
 Funny how ya feel like
 Ya got it together too
 Always be the first
 To criticize and chastise
 But I know misery has
 A disdain for the truth
 Ya claim the lies
 Such as ride or die
 But tell me how can ya ride
 When the past never died
 Suck up the pride
 That's why ya bitter inside
 And maybe later in time
 You'll realize...
 I promise you...
 It's over. I'm focused. You know it
 Don't need you. I don't want it
 Ain't lookin. I spoke it. That's honest.
 I ain't sorry. Believe it. I'm off ya.
 I cut you off. It's needed. I mean it.
 You offered. I promise you
 So I just want you to know
 If it wasn't clear, if you didn't comprehend it correctly
 If you really didn't get it, you're a lesson of futility