Camille

Yeah. You know ever since we said our goodbyes
 It feels like every girl that come to me either want something or they feed me with lies you know
 In other words, devils in disguise, but check
 I know we said our goodbyes before
 What if the old me that you knew completely died before
 It's been years since I heard you speak
 Got your husband soon after, I ain't hear a peep
 I respect it, cause I been through some unloyal ones
 Ones that didn't care about me and some spoiled ones
 Ain't no one tell me neither, had to hear it from vine
 This to tell you bout my life, man sometimes I'm feeling fine
 Other times out here this feeling of regret come over
 And since you left man I had a heavy heft on shoulders
 Things I was dealing with, that I tried to shield you from
 Emotions different now, lately I been feeling numb
 That ain't your problem though, I'm sure you got your own to deal with
 I prolly get a weird perspective when I count a million
 Same as my heartbreak girl and that was you
 It made me focus as a man and as a rapper too
 Only you, only you could make me feel bitter
 No matter how many I go through, they don't feel Reela
 Yeah man I been feelin lost lately
 I can't enjoy it everything here been a toss lately, yeah
 I made like six of these records
 But I feel like now is the most important time that I do this
 They say your first album is the album that you go through your whole life with and
 Life wouldn't be where it was without you so I thank you, you know
 Blessed. Broward. Uh!
 I had some dark years, God been speaking to me
 Took my life and then feel like he down to read it to me
 I realized the other day I'm single full of anger
 When it comes to my love life, been moving with some danger
 Cause they want me for something, and then they leave
 I'm looking back on em like boy what did I achieve
 I was tryna move on, didn't properly grieve
 Looking back on it too man I was too naive
 But you gotta be hurt to be humble
 Gotta watch your life crumble, then you moving out the rubble
 So I had to keep it moving, had to multiply my hustle
 Man I can't really help it if he scored on my fumble and that's real
 Yeah he just scored on my fumble uh
 Aye he just scored on my, I say
 Heartbreaks never seem to faze me
 In other words, hurt women don't amaze me no more
 It's certified that you probably hate me for sure
 Never settling for anything that's lesser than pure
 I really wanna let you know that I'm proud of you
 But don't wanna feel like I'm crowding you
 And plus the man you got, got vows with you
 Man I could've really played house with you
 And not playin neither man we could've made it real
 Me and the team so close to a major deal
 And not playin neither man we could've made it real
 We so close that we might just sign a major deal
 I can't wait for the day, that a girl tell me that she down to stay forreal
 Blah blah we end up talking
 We got together, when I tell you that was the first time like that I was in love nigga
 I was with her all the ti-, Dre know
 For the whole rest of the year I was a ghost
 I was a gho-, I was with my girl all the time
 Yeah I was with my girl all the time right
 I was big sprung, Oh shit
 Oh shit where is the bottle