Puzzle

Constant determent from what i'd like to be
 A claw lodged in the throat of this anxiety
 Swirling colors on broken skin
 Haunted hollow with no way to rescind
 Infected as the gavel slammed
 Case closed, I've thrown my life away
 The smoke has let up
 And scattered us a path
 With dust and fragments, of a former wrath
 Aching for shelter, this tangled crooked soul
 Solace regained in loosing all control
 Swirling colors on broken skin
 Haunted hollow with no way to rescind
 Infected as the gavel slammed
 Case closed, I've thrown my life away
 Birthed once in pain
 Unable to retract
 Symptoms of failed dreams
 While keeping all intact
 While keeping all intact
 I've thrown my life away
 I've thrown my life away
 I've thrown my life away
 I've thrown my life away
 Constant determent from what I'd like to be
 I've thrown my life away
 Constant determent from what I'd like to be
 I've thrown my life away