As I Walk Into the Night

I never go outside
 Unless my friends come and offer me a ride
 I'd rather sit and hide reliving all the terrible flashbacks about my life
 And as I watch and wait
 You've come to tell me how to bear the weight
 Sing me that lullaby
 The blackbird watches as I walk into the night
 I don't know what you want
 Please leave me out of your dreams
 Every night when I'm walking
 You're all I ever see
 Holding back from the urge to fulfill me
 If I can't, then it's alright with me
 Holding back from person I am like
 Hiding away is what will set me free
 Side note
 Don't look in my eyes
 I'm sad to say, I'm afraid what you'll find
 I've locked away all the monster inside
 But at times they'll come out and there's no where to hide
 Contemplating, if I'll get wasted
 I don't think that I'll even try
 All alone but I just can't face it
 I have no power and you know I'm right
 In the night time
 They come out, all night
 In the night time
 They come out, all night
 In the night time
 They come out, all night
 In the night time
 In the night time
 I never go outside
 Unless my friends come and offer me a ride
 I'd rather sit and hide reliving all the terrible flashbacks about my life
 And as I watch and wait
 You've come to tell me how to bear the weight
 Sing me that lullaby
 The blackbird watches as I walk into the night